Prom.

Yes. You guessed it. Prom. Full of all the glitz and glam and fancy dresses you could ever imagine. I can't even begin to explain how amazing my very first prom was. Not to mention my adorable date(: So I figured pictures speak louder than words. Enjoy.

The day date. Paintball. AKA PAINball. I have welts. It's fine though. Oh and aren't we just adorable?

No.

The awkward part of Prom.

Like I said. Awkward. But then my cute little cousin brought me these flowers.

(Props to Morgan Jo Nelson for the hair. Thank you so so much. It looked fantastic.)

Then onto the dinner and dancing portion. Goodwood is definitely good.

Wow. Cheesy. But I guess were pretty cool. The night then proceeded with the actual prom part, and then to Dre's grandma's for a little Avatar watching. I was out within ten minutes. The night was fantastic. Sunday consisted of the color festival. Not really part of prom, but it was exceptionally fun. So whatev's.

Before.

After.

Let's just say it was a good weekend. Hat's off to Prizzom. And a big thank you to the boyfrann. 

Mixed.

So I am having mixed feelings. If you know me, you know this is usual. But still. So my drill team has a possibility of getting cut. Just peachy. End of the term is friday. Guess who has three F's and two NC's? That's right. This girl. I was stressed. But guess what? I'm not anymore. Because I believe that everything will fall into place. (Plus, I turned in a freaking buttload of homework today. And milked the teachers. And possibly lied a couple times. No big deal.) Registration was this week, also. Let's just say, skyward is a pain in the ay-ess-ess. But don't you fret. I got all the classes I wanted(: I am pretty much fluent in french. Just saying. Oh and I just want to have a baby. No not when I get older, now. Right now. But don't worry. I won't do anything stupid. 

On another note. Let me just run by you some things that have gone down the past week.

Our drill showcase was last week. Last time dancing as a team. Ever. I bawled. Then, our coach told us she was not returning. I cried some more. Then, I went to Chilli's and everything was much better. The next night was our high school's talent show, in which I competed in. One of the best experiences. I made so many friends, and had a blast singing on stage for the first time in a while. Austin was out of town last weekend. So I had a girls night with none other that Tawnia and Mady. Check out their blogs. They're great(: Hung out with the boyfriend sunday, monday, tuesday, and wednesday. Left for Mesquite thursday morning. Got a tan, watched some baseball, and had a blast. Got back saturday. Hung out with the boyfriend again. He watched a little princess with me, and we took crazy pictures after. Yesterday, Austin came over and we did homework. First time he has ever been inside my house. Crazy right? Six months last thursday. Prom this weekend. Basketball game tonight. Couldn't be more excited. Peace and love.

Life is beautiful. Enjoy it.

Amen.

I know it probably won't mean a thing, and no one who cares is going to see this. But I have a friend who is joining the military, and I just thought I would put it out there how brave I think his choice is. It is a big decision, and he will be leaving everything behind to go serve his country. Our army men are incredible, and I will never be able to thank them enough. They risk their lives on a daily basis, and I can't imagine ever having the strength or courage to ever do that. And a big thank you to their friends and families that put up with the fear of losing them every day.

Go With It.

Life is an awkward thing. We all want to have a life just like a fairytale. With that one prince charming, the castle to live in, the beautiful gowns you wear as everyday clothing, and a happy ending.
Reality check. Life is not a fairytale. It's a test. It tests your strengths, and it tests your weaknesses. You have to search hard for your prince charming. Castle-like houses are hard to come by, without a butt load of money. Clothing consists of jeans and a t-shirt, and on rare occasions, a fancy dress. Happy endings are a lot of work; they are possible, but come with a price.
Life is an awkward thing. It is full of heartache, misery, and far too many goodbyes. People walk in and out of your life like it's nothing. Things happen, and people change. Challenges are thrown at you from all directions, all at once. You feel like you are alone 95% of the time.
But here's a secret: Your not.
The greatest thing about life is that it happens. It happens to everyone. This makes life so great because it gives you a reason to relate to people. To talk to people. To get close to people. Like I said before, people walk in and out of your life faster than you expect. And it hurts. It always does. But instead of living in the past and moping about "what could have been," you be grateful they were in your life. If even for a little while. Because, even it they did nothing but torment your entire being, at least they made an impact. Even if you see it as a negative impact. But truth is, there are no negative impacts. Because without people screwing everything up, then nobody else could learn from their mistakes. And let's be honest. We are all human. No one is going to do everything perfect. Not one single person. People fight, and people change. Sorry to say, but there isn't one single thing you can do about it. That's something I have just recently accepted. And I have found that the best thing you can do, is go with it. Live it up while you can. Don't sweat the small stuff, and don't worry about pleasing everyone. Because you never will. And that is perfectly fine. If someone can't stand you, then they can simply sit down. Because you're you. And you shouldn't change that for anyone. So please, for the sake of every living thing on this earth, own who you are. Because I can guarantee that there is someone out there who loves you for who you are, and not for what your trying to be. Every day, ask yourself, "If I were to die today, would I be content with my life and the way I lived it?" And if your not, then change something. Because it can all be ripped right out from under you in a heartbeat. Look to the future, and hope for the best. Work hard, and if you don't succeed in getting what you dream of, then try again. Love everyone and don't live in the past. You can't change it, so the best thing you can do is strive to be a better your and work for a better tomorrow. Don't live with any regrets and embarrass yourself. Being humble is a good thing. Get involved in everything possible, and get close to as many people as you can. Don't be afraid of heartache. It will happen, so learn from it and move on. Simple. Life is a beautiful thing. Life is a crazy thing. But you just gotta Go With It.

PMS

A post dedicated to the beauties of the menstrual cycle. Everything seems a whole lot bigger then they really are. So please disregard this post while I just get a few things out of my system.

-Boys should cater to girls, not the other way around. They should be there for every single whim their girlfriend has. Just saying.
-Calling a girl fat isn't funny. Calling a girl on her period fat, is asking for death. Even if it is a joke, DON"T DO IT.
-When a girl says she wants to go out to eat, you damn well better take her out to eat. I don't want to sound like an uber brat, but I'm on my period. Give me a break.
-Don't post your life stories up on facebook. It's getting on my nerves because everytime I get on facebook, I have to hear about the fight that you and your bestfriend had this weekend.
-Don't ask my boyfriend to do you favors. That's my job. If you need something done, you ask me, and I'll ask him.
-School sucks and has no point to it. So my solution is simple: I don't go. And I am sick and tired of people telling me I am going to fail math. Obviously I know that. And do I look like I give a damn? Nope. Because I don't. But thanks for your unnecessary caring.
-I realize that boys need boy time. Girls do too. All you gotta do is tell me that. Don't make a big fuss and argument over something stupid. kaythanks.
-Hi English teacher. Yes I just walked into your class a half hour late with a starbucks chai frappe. And yes you just decided to point it out to the whole class. Now shut your mouth and get back to the lesson.
-I wish I could live at Austin's 24/7. My parents wonder why I am never home. Well duh dad, when you call me fat and yell at me for 25 minutes straight, I tend to want to give you in the balls.

That felt good. Thank you and goodnight.

Detour.

So obviously I have not written in a while. I apologize. The reasons are... well... who really knows? But mainly just because I am a big fat lazy failure. It's fine. But I have decided to take a little break from the thirty day challenge because it is starting to drive me absolutely crazy. So the remainder of this post will be my thoughts on what has happened in my life for the past couple of weeks.

First things first. Drill.

Now you would think that since region is over, drill would calm down a bit, right? Wrong. It has actually gotten quite a bit more crazy. Our junior drill clinic and showcase is coming up so we have to choreograph two dances, plus the trio my friends and I are doing. Not to mention re-cleaning competition dances and re-learning camp routines. PLUS we are to provide two boys for two dances that will also be performed at the showcase. Stressful? I thought so. State games and tryouts are also right around the corner. State games should be fun. Except for the fact that we won't know if we will be performing until about... A few hours before the game begins. Not a big deal at all. Ha. Tryouts are the main thing on my mind right now though. Not because I am worried about not making the team, ( well, that too.) but mostly because we have got to expand the team... A lot. Otherwise they are canceling the drill program. So the last month has consisted of trying to recruit girls. Tryouts also mean that we lose this years team. This fact absolutely rips my heart to shreds. Unless you have been on a team as close as mine, then this will sounds stupid. But these girls are the whole reason I have made it through sophomore year. They are the reason I get up at fice every morning, and go work my butt off at drill. They are my team. My family. My sisters. And I can't imagine not having our seniors around next year. But anyways, onto the next topic.

Driving.


Just barely got my permit. I am super stoked, but this also stresses me out a lot more then it should because it means I will be getting my license soon. Which leads to one major fact: I need a car. If I want to be driving when I turn sixteen, then I need to start saving up for a car. Which means my summer will consist of three things, and three things only. Drill, work, and sleep. Goodbye social life. Which leads us to our third topic.

The Boyfriend.


Our relationship has been really... off lately. Very high highs and very low lows. An absolute bipolar relationship. Now this may be due to the fact that I have just been PMS beyond belief lately. And the kid is amazing for putting up with me for so long. (Five months and six days, to be exact.) But I honestly don't know how much longer he is going to hold on. I don't really know what to think of our relationship, seeings how it's my first real one, and I am planning on it being my last. Is that normal? I don't know. It just seems like whenever someone gets a shot at love, they hold on for dear life. The simplest upset can send someone's world crashing down because people are too careless and take love for granted. I for one, am not one of those people. And neither is Austin. We both realize that love is a very fragile thing, and that not very many people get the privilege of experiencing what we get to every day. And I would be absolutely devastated if that was taken away from me. He is such a sweetheart and my rock that keeps me standing when all I want to do is give up. But then I think... Is this how everyone feels in their first real relationship? I doubt it. Now onto topic four.

My Future.


I have been thinking about it so much lately. I was in St. George all weekend and the whole time, my grandpa was trying to talk me into going to Dixie college so I could live near them. It really got thinking about my options. I  have been severely unmotivated this year and have been letting my grades slip. And I have a feeling I am going to regret it in the long run. It makes me sick just thinking about it.


So there is just a little insight on what is going on in my life currently. I have an amazing life with amazing people in it, don't get me wrong. But a girl has got to vent every once in a while, right?

Day 12.

Because it is a saturday, and it is 2:38, I will be bulletting yesterday. (Merely, because it was far more entertaining then today has been.

BULLET YOUR WHOLE DAY:

• Woke up and got ready for school. (Partially)
• Went to school. (This was also partial)
• Took the permit test in study skills. Failed. Epically.
• Went to math. Secretly wanted to punch a certain someone in the face. Stupid know-it-alls.
• Went home during third. Huge English test I so was not ready for.
• Went to lunch at Wendy's. My cute boyfriend knows exactly what to get me every time.
• Went to chemistry. I am actually starting to get the hang of it.
• Tawnia and I went to my house after school. Sat in the bathroom listing to music and talking. Typical.
• Went to target and got some cute stuff for Sadie's. So pumped(:
• Went to Mitchell's. Watched them play 2k11 for a while.
• Looked at a sick-nasty picture of Hunter's missing finger.
• Went to pick up Mitchell's friend Kaden from physical therapy. Awkward.
• Dropped him off and went to pick up our awesome asian friend Tommy. He is super sweet.
• Decided to answer back Brianna, (Mitch's date) for Sadie's. And struggled. A lot.
• Went to partyland to get balloons and candy and ish.
• Tried to find a box at partyland to put all the ish in. They did not have one that was big enough.
• Went to The Home Depot to find a box. They also did not have one that was big enough.
• Talked to a super sweet mexican guy who gave us a box that a refrigerator came in. It was big enough.
• Tried to drive to Brianna's but realized the box did not fit in Matchell's car.
• Shoved the box in Matchell's car.
• Had to back seat drive Matchell all the way from Lehi to Lone Peak because he could not see to the right of him.
• Almost died. More than once.
• Got to Brianna's and had to put together her box outside. It was freezing and I had to pee.
• Put it on Brianna's doorstep and almost got caught. But not really.
• Lost Tawnee.
• Found Tawnee.
• Drove back to Matchell's.
• Kissed my cute boyfriend hello and had a piece of pizza.
• Went to the movies.
• Didn't go to the movies because Tanner is dyslexic.
• Went to SmartCookie to buy a frozen hot chocolate. Got really disappointed because they were out of syrup. Idiots.
• Played tag in the Cinemark parking lot.
• Went to Cold Stone.
• Went to 7/11.
• Went to Wingshack.
• Went back to Matchell's.
• Got in the hot tub.
• Got out of the hot tub.
• Got cramps really bad.
• Laid on the couch with my cute boyfriend and fell asleep.
• Woke up and went home.
• Talked to my mom for a bit, and decided to go to bed.
• Tried to get in bed but fell and hurt my knee really bad.
• Finally got in bed and fell asleep.

THE END.
Well that sure was the most obnoxious post ever.