Too Lost.

My life is just way to crazy to keep up with this thing. Some big changes in my life: I quit drill. What? I know. But don't you fret. I have moved on to bigger and better things. Dance Company(: I love love love it. It's one million thousand times better than drill. And the whole school doesn't hate it like they do drill! I could write about all the drama that's going on, but that would just bring me down to the levels of people that are most definitely below me. You know who you are and I am almost positive you will read this(: Just know that the best way to drive someone crazy, is to be nice to them. It's hilarious. Anywho, you know that boy I was so sure I would marry? Yeah. We broke up. If you were to ask me why, I would simply state that I have not a freaking clue. One day he just dropped me off and that was it. Was I hurt? A little. But definitely not as much as last time. Did it change our relationship? Ha. Not really. But things are slowly fading and it is getting harder and harder. I know I shouldn't be public about this, but when you don't really have anyone to talk to, a blog is all you've got. I just really don't know what he wants. One minute he regrets ever breaking up with me, and the next minute he doesn't want anything to do with me. It's making my mind go all crazy like. But he is still my best friend, and he probably always will be. So I guess that's good. At least he's not dead or anything right? Well that's about it bloggers.

Have a nice day(:

Days Like Today.

I hate days like today. I wake up, feeling good about myself, and I'm ready to take on whatever comes my way. But then you come in contact with ignorant, selfabsorbed ass holes. Excuse my language. But it amazes me how much a single person can turn my day from having the potential to being amazing, to a very, very bad day. I wake up  this morning, ready to go to attendance, and feeling motivated to get my butt in gear before school ends. The day will consist of an assembly, the very first drill practice of the season, and a captain parent meeting after. I was so excited, and certain people just ruin my entire mood. Here I am, trying to congratulate a dear friend of mine, and they don't even have the decency to come up and say hi. And then ANOTHER close friend of mine, stabs me in the back with her dick of a boyfriend. Which shouldn't surprise me, because that is nothing new. Today is one of those days when everything everyone does bugs me. Maybe its just the PMS talking, but seriously. Somethimes I wonder why God put so many retards on this earth.

Enjoy your day.
I'll try to do the same.

Sometimes, People Are Stupid.

Sometimes, people are stupid.
-And sometimes, people plow you over in the school hallway as if you do not exist. And if that's not bad enough, they then proceed to turn around, look you RIGHT IN THE EYE, and fail to apologize. Just because they are stupid.
-And sometimes, people tap there foot over and over and over and over and over again throughout your entire chemistry test in which you were already having a hard time focusing on. And then you tell them to knock it off, and they then proceed to tell you to shut up. And then YOU get in trouble for talking during a test. Not the foot-tapping psycho.
-And sometimes, people are petty and judgmental. You try to have a conversation with an ego-maniac, and the only reply a petty person has is, "yeah, whatever." But by that they really mean, "why are you talking to me? You are annoying me. Go away." Yeah well, whatever to you, too, you insensitive moron. Get over yourself.
 -And sometimes, people invite your ex-boyfriend to your current boyfriends house, without OKing that with your current boyfriend first. And that same person eats dinner at your house more than you do. And that same person knows your garage code and goes into your house when no one is home. And it annoys everyone to the point that the father of the household finally has to step in and ask them kindly, to not come over uninvited. Take a freaking hint, you idiot. And stop moping around while your at it.
-And sometimes, people tell you not to cheat. Truth is NERD, is that the teacher just told us to compare answers on our homework. So I don't quite think that it's considered cheating when your teacher asks you to do it. So stop threatening to tell on me. How old are you, four?

Sometimes, people are stupid.

PMS

A post dedicated to the beauties of the menstrual cycle. Everything seems a whole lot bigger then they really are. So please disregard this post while I just get a few things out of my system.

-Boys should cater to girls, not the other way around. They should be there for every single whim their girlfriend has. Just saying.
-Calling a girl fat isn't funny. Calling a girl on her period fat, is asking for death. Even if it is a joke, DON"T DO IT.
-When a girl says she wants to go out to eat, you damn well better take her out to eat. I don't want to sound like an uber brat, but I'm on my period. Give me a break.
-Don't post your life stories up on facebook. It's getting on my nerves because everytime I get on facebook, I have to hear about the fight that you and your bestfriend had this weekend.
-Don't ask my boyfriend to do you favors. That's my job. If you need something done, you ask me, and I'll ask him.
-School sucks and has no point to it. So my solution is simple: I don't go. And I am sick and tired of people telling me I am going to fail math. Obviously I know that. And do I look like I give a damn? Nope. Because I don't. But thanks for your unnecessary caring.
-I realize that boys need boy time. Girls do too. All you gotta do is tell me that. Don't make a big fuss and argument over something stupid. kaythanks.
-Hi English teacher. Yes I just walked into your class a half hour late with a starbucks chai frappe. And yes you just decided to point it out to the whole class. Now shut your mouth and get back to the lesson.
-I wish I could live at Austin's 24/7. My parents wonder why I am never home. Well duh dad, when you call me fat and yell at me for 25 minutes straight, I tend to want to give you in the balls.

That felt good. Thank you and goodnight.