How do I picture my future being? umm... let's just say, I have not a clue. I have been thinking about college a whole lot lately. Not something I am totally looking forward too. Honestly, I don't even really want to go to college. But it is expected of me. The only problem is, I don't even know what college I want to go to. And truth is, I don't really care. All I know is.. I want to be a psychologist. The kind who work with screwed up teenagers. (But that also changes on a daily basis.) But going to school to be a psychologist probably takes a long time too. Of course. So some other options:
-A writer. I love writing. Surprise, surprise right? But I don't want to be a journalist. Or anything along those lines, for that matter. So unless I right some award winning novel, then I don't see that being part of my future.
-A singer. I know, I know, I need to be realistic. But truth is, I am. Singing is one of those things that I absolutely cannot live without. It's my whole form of expressing myself. And I don't want to sound cocky or anything, but I honestly think I am good enough to make a living off of it. Just an option.
So as for the whole "school after school" ordeal, that is still a wide open field of decisions that is yet to be made. But here is how I would LOVE for my future to turn out:
Spend the rest of my high school years just living it up. This is the time when I can just be crazy and not have a single care in the world. I wish it would never end, but I know it will. So I might as well make the best of it while i can. Graduate. Obviously. Move into a little apartment with a whole lot of friends. Take a year and just travel. I want to explore the world. As cheesy as that sounds, it's true. Get a job at a Juvenile Delinquent center. Help the kids find their way back to a healthy life. Get married. Preferably at a younger age. I can't wait to be able to come home after a long days work, and just cuddle up next to my husband(: haa. Have kids. Lots of them. At least seven. Watch them all grow up, trying hard to be the best parent a girl could be. After they all move out, spend time getting closer to my husband. Then watch my kids have some kids of their own. Get as close as possible to my grandchildren. Be a hardworking older woman, in a big house, with nice cars. Quite the dream life, right?
Anyways. It's way to much to think about for now. I can't promise I ever will have a set plan. But being spontaneous and indecisive are two of my greatest qualities, right?
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